I am about to pass out, but I realized that I need to post because I haven't posted in a while. Things are _________. I really can't think of any good adjectives to insert in the blank. I feel blank. I am in vegetative auto-pilot mode. I cannot believe we are already plunging into august! Work is OK, besides the fact that someone in payroll severely fucked up and no one on a once a month pay schedule has received any money yet, myself included in this mess. You would think that people have bills to pay or rent to pay. Seriously, WHERE THE FUCK IS MY MONEY? I was thinking of boycotting and not going to work until I see a dime in my hand or in my account, but that would be a douche bag thing to do.
On another light note (light being a severely biting and sarcastic word) another counselor at work apparently has taken my "hangry" and low attitude moments to heart and has decided to hate me and do the high school thing and whine about it to everyone. I can't help but sense that at least 3-4 other counselors are now looking at me differently because of it. My outlook: We have a job to do, get over it! I have low moments, we all do. I am not taking your attitude to heart. I really need to talk to her before it gets any worse. Problem is that she is very unapproachable...time to work up the guts.
And now for some better news (actually good this time). I bought a new toy! (With all the credit I have left...) Starting tomorrow, I will be operating on a Sidekick iD for all my text messaging, internet browsing, email, and AIM needs. My phone for calling will still be the same: 858-395-9724, only CALL me on that number from now on! For the new sidekick, I will mass post the new number when I get it tomorrow. If you want to text message me, DO IT TO THE NEW PHONE! :) I am so excited for it. I bought and set up the plan all online and got the phone for 100$ altogether. The plan is a dollar a day so I pay 30$ a month for unlimited services! SUCH A GREAT DEAL.
On another note, I got really amped when I heard the Smashing Pumpkins were coming to town...and then I check Ticketmaster and tickets are $70.00 with all the charges. :ANGRY FACE: If I don't get paid tomorrow, then I wont have the money to get a decent seat, I am thinking of sacking the idea. After all, it isn't the original Pumpkins. Fuck that!
What else is on my mind. I need to work out and get into slightly better shape. I am going to get a tattoo done in September once the camp is done for the summer. The ideas right now that I am working with are:
1) Two oak leaves on my right shoulder blade, one red and orange in color and the other green and slightly yellow.
Why??? Because I have fond memories of season changes and going to schools with oak trees. It is always a sight for sore eyes when I see an oak tree that is bursting and exploding with color.
2) Two bamboo shoots going up my left side. starting at the hip bone and traveling up to armpit.
Why??? I am obsessed with Asia.
3) An elephant mosaic completely of several translations of the word "elephant" in different languages on my lower back.
Why??? Again, I am someone who values fond memories and nostalgia. Elephants seem to the animals that stick out most in my memories. I was given a baby elephant stuffed animal as a kid from a mentor at the zoo after I feel in love with the real thing seeing it for the first time ever in my life in reality. My friend Jenn gave me a stuffed elephant for my 19th birthday. I collect elephant figurines.
Thoughts?
Sharkey
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